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December 30th, 2008
 | 12:37 pm - 2008
so at the end of each year i usually look back at the year that's passed and say my thanks to the people who have made a difference in my life. to be honest i was a bit lazy to do it this year but then i realise, 2008 has been a very eventful year for me, a year full of surprises, both pleasant and unpleasant and it'll be a sin for me not to relive at least the most significant memories.
where most people have the opportunity to be involved in one big production a year, i am one of those lucky ones who had the wonderful opportunity to be part of two fantastic productions that i am so extremely proud of, kusumawangi and bubbles. kusu was a real test for me, being so ambitious as to juggle 3 jobs but despite all my complaints and bitching, i wouldnt have traded the kusu experience with anything else in the world. i met some wonderful people and forged tighter bonds with people i never thought i could be close to. i've been missing the kusu people a whole lot and i havent gotten a chance to hang out with them since the mid year holidays. i honestly wish we could relive days staying back at as7 for rehearsals and late night bitching at fong seng.
then there's bubbles, which is still fresh in my mind. i'm so proud to have been part of bubbles. people might not know this but bubbles is very special to me in the sense that it was my first ever major contemporary dance show, heck it was my first time ever on stage doing contemporary dance. and then of course there's people like irda and nad whom i love to bits just for being their sweet crazy selves. i'm missing bubbles already. withdrawals are bad honest to god.
work wise ive really come a long way i feel, from being just a drama teacher to writing and directing plays for schools. of course i still have a LOT to learn but i'm proud of myself for at least having come this far and i know i can be better. and honestly, sometimes kids make better company than adults for their innocence and honesty. as much as they can be rascals, they also can be the sweetest of angels. one month of not teaching and i already miss them calling me "MISS ZEEEEEEE!!!!!!!" =/ i cant wait to go back to work next year.
and of course the most special thing that has happened to me this year is meeting and getting together with tupid. at the beginning of this year i never thought we'd be where we are now. i dont think anyone would have guessed either. but despite what people might think, i'm extremely happy now. the only thing i wish were different is that he's here and not 9760384332485959944245756 miles away from home. you, i is loveeee many many.
zai, i havent forgotten you. you is make me miss tupid less. heck sometimes i forget all about tupid. hurhur (TUPID I KID I KID!). more importantly, you're my soulmate for a reason. i love it that you know so well when i'm down or pissed off. and i'm getting too used to having someone other than my boyfriend to fuss over me and take care of my whims and fancies. i is you many many many (got three manys, you win!).......GIRAFFE!!!!!!!!
to my besties, nani and fazli...nothing i say will be enough to thank you for being such great friends and supporting me this year. despite any complains i might have i appreciate you guys for just being there and i love love love you both to bits.
lunch buddies, abang (step) cool and mardi buddy...you both have been the source of much fun and laughter for me this year. and you've really been such great listeners and advisers. i dont know what i'll do when you guys graduate next sem....i'll be all aloneeee! please come back and have lunch with meeee. hugs to mardi and latiff, pat on the back lah k. haha.
and of course, spiffymiffies. what can i say, from lovely maxi dress parties, to rock n roll sessions to just plain gossip sessions, life is never dull without you guys. to many more sexciting escapades and adventures in the coming year. much love!
okay i'm ready for 2009 now. wheeeee!
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December 15th, 2008
| 12:17 am - no life
this is my schedule for the next 2 weeks:
mon - 5-10pm
tues - 5-10pm
weds - 5-10pm
thur - 5-10pm
fri - 5-10pm
sat - 3-10pm
sun - 12-10pm
i apologise to friends if promises to meet up might not be able to be fulfilled til after the 28th because zu has no life til then. however, if you do wish to see me you can always come for my show!
BUIH-BUIH SABUN, by NUS Ilsa Tari (accompanied by Teater Tari Era)
28th Dec 2008, 8pm, UCC Hall
Tix: $10, $14 and $16 (excluding $1 SISTIC fee)
[buying in bulks of 10 will entitle you to a 10% discount]
if you do wish to get the discount anyway you can purchase the tickets through me. pls pls pls come! it'll be exciting!
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November 28th, 2008
| 07:03 pm - bored
it's a friday and i'm just done with three papers and i am bored. soooo....
take it take it take it take it take it! heh.
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November 16th, 2008
| 08:44 pm
i have managed to capture my entire week on photo yayyy! embrace yourself for picture heavy post!
9th NOV = Spiffy rock chics partayy a.k.a choopy tataweena's 20th birthday celebrations:
BIRTHDAY GIRL!
minah-minah rock vogue.
rock never die!
and of course me and boat residence have to take it to the next level.
birthdays are the funness with the spiffymiffies i tell you.
12th NOV = Republic Ploy's dance reflections, MUSE
fazli and i killing time before show started.
the star of the show. =D
13th NOV = study with buddies
study sessions with my 2 buddies are filled with fun and laughter. quote "no air!"
mardiana darlingggg. she's a bunch of sunshine.
penuh konsentrasi nampak. betul ke tengah blajar tuuu....
latiff's side of the table sits his laptop and scribblings. typical. haha.
me trying to look inpsired.
again with the rock poses. sheeesh. latiff tak censored please. tsk.
14th NOV = GYPS and GRPS show = zu is a proud mama WOOOHOOO!
GYPS: my script, my direction (well mostly), my baby!
arent they all sooooo cute!
  
they really made me proud.
GRPS: although there were a few hiccups here and there (plus cikgu nyonya yang sungguh cekik darah), the show went very well and they even got a standing ovation!
these kid really surprised everyone with their fantastic performances. they worked really hard and they really outshone themselves.
gorgeous native make-up courtesy of the talented shanida. she's really brilliant.
the faces of exhausted but proud mamas. =D SUKSES!
16th NOV = Yana's Sis Wedding
the bride and groom!
sufie looks happy to be doing this job.
 
 
SPIFFY MIFFIES!
nani! and by this time you would have noticed that i strayed away from the colour theme. haha.
khairi! the faces of people who know. hahahahaha.
and so, this ends my rather eventful week. now time to not have a life and hit the books. yippeeeee!
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October 2nd, 2008
| 08:01 pm
okay i am going to do a raya update now before i get too lazy (spiffymiffies arent you proud i'm so eager to update now? hahaha).
first day of raya was a very INDIAN one for me coz of the outfit. my toopid kebayas and baju kurung were ready a bit too late so i had to wear my punjabi suit instead but i am not complaining because i absolutely LOVE my punjabi suit. no regrets paying for it even though it burnt a hole in my pocket but it was tailor-made so all the more worth it. not many pictures coz i basically dont have a camera but basically...
the must-have narcissistic shot just after getting ready.
my handsome father (he is isnt he???) and my "the world is against me" brother. though he looks happier here.
my vain self, and the woman i inherited my vanity from. and she's NOT my sister.
and welcome to my dad's side of the family:
i didnt step into the dining area in this house coz it was the fourth and last house i went to and just before that i had shown my brother my bulging tummy which i couldnt suck in anymore no matter how hard i tried. and my brother went "holy crap! kakak! your tummy can do that in just one day?" yeah. that bad. i was a major babi yesterday.
my lovely cousins.
myself and my cousin hanisha whom i think looks like a bollywood actress.
relaxing in uncle's room. check out my bro and the electric guitar. i think he's quite cool even though i'll never say it in front of him. what...he calls me fat.
that's my uncle in red in the middle looking like he's about to pimp out his nieces and nephews. yes, he's my uncle. he's 23.
and this is my auntie! her name is siti. she's 18. haha. my family has a weird family tree.
and introducing the guy terrorizing my life right now:
mr. jazuli ahad. my cousin's 5-year-old son. self-proclaimed my bodyguard. literally beats up anyone that comes within a one metre radius of me, and never lets me have a moment's peace as long as he can help it. my cousin says he likes pretty girls. i couldnt help but smile to myself at this point. HAHA. tak tahu malu zu.
he's quite the narcist i must say.
here's my auntie trying to distract him while i make a run for it (at this point i am really literally shagged from entertaining him). but as you can see, to no prevail.
ah well, what can i say. i'm irrestible. hahahaha. NOT.
yay happy family portrait.
all in all a nice cozy raya, save for two missing pieces, the loves. but i is!
okay back to reality now. i have a test tomorrow i am so unprepared for. i am so close to not caring but oh well, i still do so...putting on my mugging cap and hitting the books.
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September 1st, 2008
| 09:20 pm - yana's 20th
this was how i spent my sunday:
 
SURPRISE YANA!!!
this is, and i quote, yana's "dream come true". it's every girl's fantasy. guys, take a hint!
 
the two chef's for the day...scandalous much...
 
cake courtesy of yours truly and spaghetti courtesy of my same boat woman. we so rock. can kahwin already, right woman? HAHA.
 
 
 
we so rock that we even had random strangers coming up to us for a chat and photoshoot. right.
anyhoo, to nurharyana, HAPPY 20th! may you be blessed with all the happiness in the world...our surprise was a good start no?
loves!
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August 23rd, 2008
| 10:17 pm - back
so after much persuasion from SOME friends (read: spiffymiffies), i am moving back to livejournal. this is apparently where the party is. although it's not as idiot-proof as blogger (i admit to being dumb sometimes). so yay, happy my spiffy friends?
anyhoo, this is the first saturday since forever that i actually had a free afternoon! i reached home at 7.30 pm can you believe it?! zu never reaches home before 10 pm on saturdays thanks to dance. but today was one of those rare ones i have to cherish. next week it's back to the normal hectic schedule. bleagh. i want to go on a holiday. i dont know how many times i've said this.
i am too lazy to upload vietnam pictures here so if anybody is interested in seeing what fun (or lack thereof) i had over there please proceed to facebook and browse through my photos. i do kinda miss it, i mean the bed bugs, brown cows, pork-infested dining menus and english majors who cant speak english aside, i did have a good time and the people were very nice. next time i go there though, i'm staying in a five-star hotel with proper flushing system and bedsheets that dont stink. i sound like a brat i realise but seriously, the least you could give me is a proper toilet with water that goes down and into the sewer when i flush instead of up and overflowing onto the floor!
i think i'm at a place where i'm happy and extremely thankful. i still find it hard to believe i'm in the situation that i am right now and i cannot even begin to explain how it came to this. i have to admit i'm extremely worried about what people might think of me but i am going to try my best to put those thoughts aside and live in the moment. to the only two who know what i'm saying, zu loves you. =)
Current Location: home
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January 31st, 2006
| 09:49 pm
hey y'all!
i moving back to blogger...so catch me at http://joliefolie.blogspot.com/ from now on. :)
toodles.
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January 28th, 2006
| 11:30 pm - just another update
news flash: i finished my maths tutorial 22! whoooo! this may sound lame but trust me for a person like me, it's never been done before. i feel a great sense of accomplishment simply because i got through a whole tutorial without doing every qn only halfway, AND i didnt get TOO distracted by nadia's an fazli's constant chatter. i hope to have more productive study sessions like just now. sigh. i sound like i lead a sad life. it'll probably be like this all the way til after As.
on to less pathetic stuff, i went to watch fireworks yesterday at esplanade waterfront with nani. darling fyda was there too apparently but i'm surprised i didnt spot her coz she's such an outstanding minah. hahaha. anyway the fireworks were pretty pretty! but i got the shock of my life when it happened coz we were both just chatting and we didnt know when exactly it'd start. before that we were at walking ard suntec city and who else did we bump into but our dear friend bikash. ex-andersonians rmbr this selenge ddude? he's working at subway at suntec now. it was freaking scary when i approached the counter, my eyes fixed on the yummy cookies when i hear an irritating familiar voice yelling "zuhara! nanu (nani)!"...but i do miss that guy. used to laugh a lot at him and with him in anderson for whatever reasons.
i'm wondering why memoirs of a geisha was rated 3 stars. i thought it was really good! the story, the gorgeous actresses, the costumes, everything! and apparently i missed the most magical part of the movie and SOMEBODY never fails to rub it in. man why did i have to go pee!
oh before i forget, i'd like to wish all my chinese friends a very happy chinese new year and to my non-chinese friends, happy rotting at home!
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January 23rd, 2006
| 02:47 pm - pecah perut!
afternoon P.E doesnt suck. WAITING for afternoon P.E sucks big time. it's ridiculous that i have a 3.5 hr break today and i end at 4.45...with P.E!!!
ok so anyway check this out. sharini, samir, hayati and i have been typing different names in this stupid 'Mechanical Contrivium'...and the results are fucking hilarious! really have a go at it co it'll really give you a good laugh. =)
- Tradition allows women to propose to zu only during leap years.
- Zu can usually be found in nests built in the webs of large spiders.
- Red zu at night, shepherd's delight. Red zu at morning, shepherd's warning.
- The difference between zu and a village is that zu does not have a church.
- Zu became extinct in England in 1486!
- The original nineteenth-century Coca-Cola formula contained zu!
- Oranges, lemons, watermelons, pineapples and zu are all berries!
- Human beings are the only animals that copulate while facing zu.
- Zu is actually a vegetable, not a fruit.
- The Australian billygoat plum contains a hundred times more Vitamin C than zu.
number 8 is just so so wrong!!!
Current Mood: amused
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January 21st, 2006
| 08:13 pm - bushed as hell
omg i am absolutely bushed. i am so freaking tired i feel like just going to sleep for the next ten years. had 2.4 on thursday which i passed for the first time on my first attempt (yay!). then yesterday i had dance practice after school which was so physically draining (i think teaching dance is way more tiring than learning...really...) and today i was a good girl and woke up early in the morning to do CIP which i was freaking tempted to skip. my whole body is aching and i just dont have the energy or mood to do anything except laze around the house...which is bad looking at the amount of work i've got that's yet to be done.
sigh...stop whining zu...
sometimes i wish i was a much stronger person, emotionally that is. i dislike confrontations because i simply dont want trouble with anybody. i get extremely worked up even when i have the slightest most trivial trouble with friends. i find it hard to say no to anybody or raise my voice at anybody (except my little bro, i think he's the only one who has seen a monstrous me...). i try hard to be nice to everyone, even people i dont necessarily like and i always hope they like me. i guess the reason why i keep things to myself sometimes is because i'm afraid of what people will think of me. i hate myself for feeling that way...why the hell should i care about what people think of me...and not everyone likes a people-pleaser...but the thing is i do care about what people think of me...very much...too much...and the thought of anybody hating me or being angry at me or whatever is just...i dont know...i hate it...i'm not strong enough to deal with anything like that...which sucks. i admire those people who can easily say what they feel, who can be firm, who are not easily persuaded. why cant i be more like them?
yeah whatever zu. dont mind me. i think the tiredness is doing damage to my brain.
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Current Music: basket case - green day
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January 17th, 2006
| 08:18 am - bugis
i spent my sunday with nani, celebrating her birthday. i cant believe you're 18 already minah! you're so old! hahaha. anyway the celebration wasnt much, if you call it a celebration in the first place. we had lunch, talked. walked around, talked. had dessert, talked. then we went our separate ways. but you know, spending time with her after such a long time not seeing her was more than what i could ever ask for. i hope you enjoyed the day babe. love ya many many!
the j1s are disappointing. out of 30 plus of them only 9 turned up for mlcs orientation, and practically nobody turned up for dikir and dance practice. it's really frustrating because we call them up and everytime they say they would come, but hardly anybody ever does. is this what it's going to be like? is it sooo hard to get support from your own people? and surprisingly it's the girls who are giving us the problem here. it's never been that way before.
maybe it's because SOME retard cant seem to shut his mouth and psychoed them not to give mlcs their support. what the hell is his fucking problem anyway? what does he have against us? or is he just a born asshole?
whatever. i shouldnt even bother being pissed. there's so much to do...so much to do!
Current Mood: cranky
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January 13th, 2006
| 08:16 am - hungry hungry!
yay for not taking econs. i have my mornings free 3 days a week.
i am freaking hungry. but i shall be a good girl and wait for sharini before stuffing myself with delicious food from the canteen. today is friday and friday always means delicious food for sharini and i. the makcik prepares stuff like briyani, nasi goreng, gado-gado and lots of yummy side dishes. i like the makcik. god knows what her name is but she's nice. she has happily agreed to prepare mee goreng and nuggets for mlcs orientation today so the j1s better turn up! god bless the canteen makcik. ;)
so cca bazaar was fun. sharini and i got to wear victorian dresses that were absolutely gorgeous but were hell to breathe in. fyda and fazli came down to help and so the four of us paraded around school in our costumes. people were either fascinated, disgusted or scared. some of the j1s backed away from me when i tried talking to them. why is that? did we look scary in our dresses? did we stink? whatever it is the response for drama wasnt so great. a bit disappointing but hopefully we'll get more people in very very soon.
cikgu is definitely worried that i cant cope with my studies what with all the activities that's going on right now. if so then why the hell is she pressurising me with this and that! she doesnt have to say it but i know she's unhappy i'm involved in drama. but hello i'm not exactly being the most committed drama member. i've always prioritised mlcs for obvious reasons and she should know that by now. "zuhara, cikgu is very happy with you, you're doing a good job...but remember your studies..." yeah right. behind my back she bitches about me to her ex-students and in front of me she says this.
hopefully mlcs orientation turns out well today. damn do i have to speak to them in malay? i know i'm disgracing mlcs and all students taking mla here but speaking formal malay isnt exactly my forte.
okay maths lecture in 5 mins. my new year's resolution was to not skip any lectures, especially maths. so far so good...but then again it's only 2nd week of 2006! but NO...i cannot afford to slack! i'm so impressed by nadia. she's really studying and doing her tutorials and stuff. such a huge contrast from alst year. like MAJOR. hahaha. nadia you're my role model. if you can do it so can i!
okay off to learn about integration. yaaayyyyy!!!!
NOT...
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January 6th, 2006
| 07:32 pm
In no particular order,list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox
1. Sharini
2. Fyda
3. Nadia
4. Fazli
5. Samir
6. Ranitha
7. Candice
8. Mr Tong
9. Mr Seah
10. Nani
11. Yati
12. Nadia
13. Franson
14. Mardi
So what do you think of number 4?
aaah. one of my best friends. can say really nasty things and be a pain in the ass sometimes but oh well, nobody's perfect.
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?
He wouldnt dare! I'll slap his irritating face back!
How nice is number 6?
SUPER NICE I LOVE HER TO BITS!
On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
ergh. mat kotai. errm...6?
Will you ever fall for number 11?
hahaha, i love her sooo much already!
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
i'll definitely visit him and make sure he gets better or else i wont get my B3 or above for GP!!!
What sport would you play with number 12?
HAH...err...badminton? hahaha
What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
I'd be really happy for her coz he'll probably be really hot. ;p
Do you hate number 9?
NO! he's super niceee! he just cant teach that's all....
How much do you like number 2?
I LOVE LOVE LOVE her to bits.
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
ooooh! mayyyybe! they'd be quite a good-looking couple. =)))
Would 14 one day kill you?
i bet she wouldnt even kill a fly.
Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
OH MY GAWWWD....how can i chose??? nani is my bestest friend in the whole wide world but nadia is really really dear to me tooo...no no no....i love both of them for different reasons...
Get five people to do this thing.
Nani
Nadia
Fyda
Fazli
Yati
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January 5th, 2006
| 08:00 pm - first entry of the year
so this is my first entry for 2006.
it's only been 3 days since the new year but i already feel tired and a little pressurised. i asked for it i guess. i didnt do much during the holidays so now i'm really struggling to catch up on my work. plus i have to deal with GPA and drama production and SYf is coming so i really have no idea how i'm going to juggle both plus my studies...i'll just have to try i guess, because i'm not too keen on giving up anything.
i got mr tong yee as GP teacher this year! whoooo! honestly i learnt more in my first lesson with mr tong than i learnt in a year with mr seah. mr seah is SUPER SUPER nice but sadly, i dont think he really can teach.
there are quite a few j1 melayus in nanyang this year. hopefully they are reliable members that will give MLCS their fullest support because if GPA fails this year, i am going to kill myself.
supp exam this saturday. no doubt about it. i am going to fail. i just want to go for remedial lessons ok. give me tuition, anything. just dont give me tests or worst, exams, at this point of time because i would just flunk it.
ok i should be doing my oliver twist homework right now. toodles. =)))
Current Mood: tired
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December 31st, 2005
| 12:04 pm
the wasiat gang is absolute love.
so we went to east coast yesterday for a picnic. it was nice, ate, played twister, lazed around, whatever you do at the beach. for photos do visit nadia's blog because they are really really gorgeous and hilarious and you'll have a fun time laughing at us five crazy asses.
ok so it's new year's eve so i guess i should reflect on what i've done this year:
going to ny was a bunch of really mixed up emotions for me. i kept asking myself why the hell did i insist on coming to ny when i had the chance of joining my best friend nani in nj if i had bothered to appeal through malay dance, or gone to ac where i could be part of one of the best (or perhaps the best...) jc drama club. but then again if i had gone somewhere else i wouldnt have made such wonderful friends, namely the wasiat gang and also darlings like fatin, su, liyana, ranitha, candice, franson, zhi yang, zanna and the list goes on. i also wouldnt have had the chance of being part of a wonderful mlcs exco. up til now i'm still not sure whether i've made the right choice.
first three months was fun. it was mostly all play and little work. lots of skipping lessons and going off to watch movies, crashing other jcs. fun carefree times. then we had that trip to escape theme park, a first for me believe it or not. there was also GPA. i was really happy to be part of dikir then. dikir practices were a blast and performing it was even better coz the audience was just really supportive. there was also that short skit that nadz and i re-wrote and performed with the rest of the j1 drama members plus fazli in front of a pathetic audience.
i was quite sad that first three months was over and everything was changing but now i think it was really for the better. i ended up in the same class as sharini, liyana and hayati and then mlcs exco positions were announced. that was when i forged great friendships with my exco members and some of my classmates. drama night came. being wardrobe mistress was really fun except that i had to deal with really wet and smelly costumes at the end of everything. then mid year exams, when all the studying started. went out to study a lot with fazli especially. then there was mlcs farewell and drama farewell which wasnt that much fun (mondoks!), just nice and pleasant. the mime performances at esplanade library and mime unlimited was a great experience and good exposure for us i guess. promos and A levels came along and more studying with the wasiat gang. french ao paper = crap. same for PW. the hell ranitha, candice, candace and i went through, the crying, the cursing and swearing, hopefully it all paid off.
how can i forget the immersion programme. the students of SMA71 coming here was a blast but i think going to jakarta was the highlight of the year for me. i experienced SO MUCH there and i made some wonderful friends whom i hope to stay in touch with for a long time.
i think despite whatever shit there was in between, my jc1 year could probably count as the most interesting year i've had. and before we move in to the new year i'd just like to say some thanks to the following people:
THE WASIAT GANG, my best friends: sharini(aka makcik) nadia(aka si pekak) fyda(aka minah) and fazli(aka MIA). you guys are simply LOVE. you've made the year not only so much fun for me but you've been great supportive friends as well. i think you guys make me feel so much more confident about myself so thanks for that. i LOVE LOVE LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU MUCHOS! muacks! *1,2,3 'like psyshotic!'*
NANI IRYANNI BINTE TAJUDDIN, my bestest friend. i know we didnt see each other much during the year but please know that whatever little time we spent together i really cherish. thanks for always being there listening to all my shit. i know i might not have been the greatest listener and best friend this year. please forgive me if i ever offended or disappointed you in any way. LOVE YA LOADS DAHLING!!!!!!! *HUGS*
TO MLCS EXCO, all nine of you. we've been through a lot of shit with cikgu this year. it' official, she hates us. but let's not let her keep us down. i'm sorry if i havent been the best president. i hope i can do better next year but i need you guys to help me with that. let's prove to cikgu that we're not the idiot delinquants she thinks we are. saayang awak semua!
TO CAZUCARA, my pw mates: ranitha, candice and candace. let's pray really hard our hard work paid off! miss ya guys! muacks!
to all those i didnt mention, i'm so sorry but thanks for whatever difference you've made in my life.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
Current Mood: cheerful
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December 22nd, 2005
| 10:52 pm - B.I.M.B.O
i had a major major bimbo moment today. i took the wrong bus today!!! i was reading while waiting for 58 to go to school this morning. i saw a bus coming and thought it was 58 so i took it. then at one point the bus took a different turn and that's when i realised my big stupid booboo. i ended up at the industrial park! and i've just made myself a bigger bimbo by telling the whole world about this!
it's ok it's ok. everyone should have bimbo moments once in a while. it pays to be a little ignorant and dumb. intelligent people sometimes question too much and are never happy with the answers they get. there are things in life that you just have to accept without question, like religion. yes there might be certain things in a particular religion that might not make sense to us but we just have to take it all in. it's called having faith. the one thing i am absolutely scared of in this world is losing my faith.
and no that was not an attempt to justify my bimbo moment...
omg sharini, nadia and i ate like pigs today! famous amos cookies in one hand and cheese hotdogs and cheeseballs in the other, walking around taka and stopping by every food outlet we see to check out the menu. we are such losers!
one more week left of holidays. after that, back to the nightmare we call nyjc. sharini, nadia and i were just talking about why we didnt choose to go poly instead. sharini and i would have taken mass comm at NP. we could have had job attachments in hawaii. we would be busy with porjects instead of mugging for maths or econs or whatever. why did i insist on coming to a JC? i didnt even consider poly actually. it was JC all the way, no questions asked. i wonder why i took maths. i knew i was always more of a language person. i mean i'm not fantastic in my languages, but i do better in languages than in maths or science. i really dont know how i'm going to scrape through my As. BUT...i have to do it somehow. there's no room for mistakes now. i have to make it or break it. my whole future depends on this one exam that i'm going to sit for in less than a year. PLUS...i want to proof to some people that i'm not as dumb as they think i am.
looking forward to GPA! =)
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December 20th, 2005
| 11:24 pm - what a bitch
a certain someone said something nasty about MLCS and i keep telling myself to ignore it coz it's just a waste of my time and energy just to think about it but i cant help it. it's an insult to me, as the leader. look bitch if you have no idea what's going on then just shut the fuck up and mind your own business. we've been featured in Berita Harian, i dont see YOUR fat face anywhere in our local newspapers so just shut up and go to hell. man it makes me sooo mad!
anyway i've been ver bored and i've been entertaining myself with useless shallow crappy online quizzes. they're really brainless but quite fun if you're really really really bored. i'm sure fyda agrees with me on this. =D
| How You Are In Love | 
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
okay i havent been in love so i wouldnt know but it seems to fit my personality...
| Your 2005 Song Is | 
Hung Up by Madonna
"Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you"
You'll be rockin' in the New Year in your croch-o-tard! |
i was a little disappointed that it's quite a techno song but what the hell i like it...
| In a Past Life... | 
You Were: A Diseased Dancer.
Where You Lived: Central Africa.
How You Died: Hung for treason. |
wahahaha this is so crappy it's funny.
| Slow and Steady | 
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. |
this is so not true right friends???
| You Are a Down to Earth Doll | 
You're good looking and you realize that looks matter
And you also know that it's your inside that really shines
You do your best to look like an A-lister
But you devote most of your time to being a well rounded hottie |
cool...
| Your Love Quote |
Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. |
awww how romantic!!!
| You are a Career Girl! | 
You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.
You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!
An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.
And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are. |
yes yes i want to be rich soon!
| Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is | 
After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed. |
how sweeeet!!! yes please!
sigh...okay off to watch tv..more soon... =))))
Current Mood: crazy
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December 16th, 2005
| 10:39 pm
this is what my epitaph will say:
how fitting...
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| Your darkest secret is: | You bought second-hand underwear |
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| Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
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haha...it's as if they knew...
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| You will go to jail for: | You were making obscene gestures in a courtroom |
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| Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
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so not me...
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| Your arch-nemesis is: | The godfather |
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| Why? | Because they broke your favorite vase then did a shoddy job of gluing it back together |
| The winner will be... | They are going to kill you |
| Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com |
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i love the godfather please!
OMG YES PLEASE!
errr...what?
oh this one i love:
i've been tagged by nani. *coughs*BITCH!*coughs*
;p
1. post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself
2. at the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this
ok so here goes.
1. i saw a cute guy today but i'm pretty sure he's gay. it's really really sad.
2. sometimes when i'm troubled i talk to myself.
3. i like fantasizing.
4. i have a weird brother who names his possessions. apparently his xbox is called bob. wth???
5. i like vegetables. so sue me.
the 5 people tagged by me:
sharini
nadia
syaf
liyana
hazri
this wasnt much fun. =(
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December 15th, 2005
| 12:21 am - sungai buloh
omg suzanna is bloody scary!
the wasiat gang came over to my house today. we ate like PIGS. we played twister, watched movies. we watched sundel bolong movie (it's actually called ketibaan sial...how crude....). haha i asked my dad to look around for the vcd and he actually bought it, all that so that our dear sharini could watch it. honestly i remembered being scared to death watching it when i was a kid but watching it just now, it was quite funny. some of the parts were freaking hilarious! haha i guess it's just suzanna's face that's really frightening. really. it's haunting. but i love the way she kills people by just pointing her middle finger. so cool! i wish i could do that. and i think my dad bought like the uncensored version or something coz there were lots of scenes where the indonesians were being too promiscuous for their own good. very bad. oooooh but the guy was hot!
i am truly honestly the biggest slacker ever. i havent done any work this holiday period and i havent studied at all for my maths test. i'm so screwed for As.
i think i should find a job. but it's like too late already considering the holidays are going to end soon. but i need to do something to keep me focus and keep my brain running. sitting at home watching tv and going online all day is not doing much good to my brain.
somebody told me hazrul nizam's boyfriend is suzharie sumari. what's up with that?
Current Mood: ditzy
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